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gah. I've been wanting to update so badly the past couple weeks, but since my mom installed aol guardian, I'm afraid it'll show up on there, but oh well.

we open in one week with walkin' home, and it's going pretty good. the everyday rehearsals are stressing me out because I get to see my mom maybe 10 minutes ar most when she's rushing out the door for work during the week. it totally sucks.

semester 2 schedule-
french 2-holcombe
science-gogala
history-jeffers
english-haaishemeniwhatshername-B lunch
foods-tam or tim or something like that
algebra 1-ribnick

I'm so friggen tired of feeling suicidal and depressed so much of the time.
I didn't get to go to the lock in tonight because of being grounded. holy crap I wanted to go so bad. one of the rare chances I'm invited along to do stuff with friends, to get out, to be with people outside of school, to have fun, watch movies, stay up all night, and I can't go.

and on top of that I'm limited to 2 hours a day on aol!

just. gah. I feel so alone. like I have no one to talk to. no one who actually cares or gives a shit. no one to hear me out. I feel so cold inside.
again leme say

I feel so alone.